{"id":2020,"date":"2019-01-25T01:20:06","date_gmt":"2019-01-25T01:20:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hullyjoe.com\/andrew-hull\/?page_id=2020"},"modified":"2020-05-27T22:58:09","modified_gmt":"2020-05-27T22:58:09","slug":"magpie-narcissus","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/hullyjoe.com\/andrew-hull\/poetry\/magpie-narcissus\/","title":{"rendered":"Magpie Narcissus"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The shiny squat cylinders filled the expanse<\/p>\n<p>And showed an impressive selection of plants<\/p>\n<p>They sat on the deck a harbor to many<\/p>\n<p>An assortment of herbs, and a small frangipani<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Their owner, a thrifty and shrewd bargain spotter<\/p>\n<p>Would have, given her druthers, preferred terracotta<\/p>\n<p>And while glossy black glaze in some places looked nice<\/p>\n<p>She\u2019d hoped for red clay \u2013 but these were half price<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She\u2019d snapped them up quickly and without compunction<\/p>\n<p>Less for their colour and form, than their function<\/p>\n<p>And arranged on the deck they suited the scenery<\/p>\n<p>Particularly now that they sprouted such greenery<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The deck area itself stretched into the yard<\/p>\n<p>A broad, roomy platform amid the fa\u00e7ade<\/p>\n<p>Scattered with seating and tables and tubs<\/p>\n<p>And surrounded by gardens, tall trees and shrubs<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Facing the East and the morning sun\u2019s rays<\/p>\n<p>Breezy and cool, at least on good days<\/p>\n<p>Shaded in part by a sloping verandah<\/p>\n<p>And partially too, by a tall Jacaranda<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Where, high up, a bundle of twigs and leaves rested<\/p>\n<p>The site, in the Spring, where the magpies had nested<\/p>\n<p>A safe, secure home, if not regal or grande and<\/p>\n<p>Now in the summer, not entirely abandoned<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>One magpie remained, a sleek juvenile<\/p>\n<p>Why he\u2019d chosen to stay in that tree for a while<\/p>\n<p>Is anyone\u2019s guess \u2013 fear ? \u2013 popularity?<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps he just valued the familiarity ?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Regardless, he stayed, and out one day pecking<\/p>\n<p>Discovered the shiny black pots on the decking<\/p>\n<p>And noticing movement, with closer inspection<\/p>\n<p>Saw, for the first time, his own true reflection<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Alarmed and attracted, emotions all mixed<\/p>\n<p>The magpie stood staring, completely transfixed<\/p>\n<p>Consumed by all of the feelings that stirred<\/p>\n<p>In the singular sight of that beautiful bird<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He hopped to the left, the mirror complied<\/p>\n<p>And in perfect unity, skipped to the side<\/p>\n<p>As each movement galvanized infatuation<\/p>\n<p>Flattery is best expressed by imitation<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The bird must have doubted the vision he faced<\/p>\n<p>With the eyes on his head being laterally placed<\/p>\n<p>He could never be sure of what stood right before him<\/p>\n<p>And none but his shade at hand to reassure him<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But neither left, right, nor both eyes caused him dis-ease<\/p>\n<p>As he swiveled his head through one-eighty degrees<\/p>\n<p>The vision remained, gorgeous and pure<\/p>\n<p>And the proximity did nothing to quell the allure<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The only problem he had \u2013 the quandry, as such<\/p>\n<p>Was that, try as he might, they could never touch<\/p>\n<p>Furthermore, if he stepped away only a fraction<\/p>\n<p>His shade, too retreated, in instant reaction<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And so remained, both certain, and mystified<\/p>\n<p>A Magpie Narcissus trapped by his pride<\/p>\n<p>Unable to drink, unable to eat<\/p>\n<p>Unable to suffer the loss of retreat<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Unable to give up on what he had sought<\/p>\n<p>He found himself, by his own desire, caught<\/p>\n<p>In a love all consuming, unrequited and cruel<\/p>\n<p>Like the tale of Narcissus, the nymph and the pool<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u2026\u2026.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Narcissus, the hunter, unmatched in his beauty<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Came upon a clear pool, while on hunting duty<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">And catching a glimpse of his own reflection<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Became infatuated with his own perfection<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Falling deeply in love with the other he saw<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">He stayed by the water and could not withdraw<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Those beautiful eyes, that skin, those curls<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">He\u2019d reach out, and lose him in ripples and swirls<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">But always returning, his watery shade<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Kept Narcissus trapped in that reflective glade<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Staring, enthralled, unable to think<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Unwilling to eat and not caring to drink<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Lost in himself he could not break away<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">waxing and withering day after day<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Until finally, still gazing, and un-interfered<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">His light faded out, and he just disappeared<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">some time later its told, a forest nymph burst<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">into the glade, and dying of thirst<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">knelt by the pool and, drank deeply, and halted<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">finding the water briny and salted<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">recoiling, confused, this ancient divinity<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">enquired of the pool, the cause of salinity<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">the pond then responded in language bereft<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u2018That\u2019s my tears, I\u2019ve been crying since Narcissus left\u2019<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u201cI weep for Narcissus, I mourn for his gaze<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">the way that he stayed here and stared out his days,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">and the beauty I treasured right there in his face<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">is something that I cannot ever replace\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">The nymph nodded knowingly bowing her head<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Recalling Narcissus, and quietly said<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u201cof course you must miss his wonderful features<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">he surely was made the most perfect of creatures\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Then with a brief ripple through Lily and lotus<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">The lake whispered back \u201cyou know I didn\u2019t notice\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Was Narcissus beautiful? \u2013 I guess that he was<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">That\u2019s not why I cry \u2013 I weep now because<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">When he knelt above me, to gaze at his guise<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I then saw myself, mirrored there in his eyes<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">My own self, my beauty, my own true complexion<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Now without him there &#8211; I have no reflection<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u2026\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>When we think of the magpie, and two-faced trouble<\/p>\n<p>Should we ask ourselves, what of the double?<\/p>\n<p>The mirror, trapped too in this terrible tryst<\/p>\n<p>Which without the other, would never exist<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But if so, the first too would stay hidden from sight<\/p>\n<p>Unless, by a lens, be brought to the light.<\/p>\n<p>Could it be that we only exist by connection<\/p>\n<p>Do we feel we are real, or are we reflection?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Trapped in a glaze and endlessly waiting<\/p>\n<p>A glimpse of ourselves, anticipating<\/p>\n<p>eyes that stop looking, and finally start seeing<\/p>\n<p>and in that recognition, call us into being<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and is that the function that love must perform<\/p>\n<p>to finally show us the shape of our form<\/p>\n<p>to show, without love that is reciprocated<\/p>\n<p>we go through this life, never truly created<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The magpie, after the longest day, chose<\/p>\n<p>To fly off \u2013 encouraged by a 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